It's been a bad week

I'm not supposed to talk about it, so I won't give details. The gist of it, though, I lost my job today. Sucks, I know.  I really don't know exactly why and I don't know what to do. I just keep hearing those ugly words of "your position has been eliminated." I know it's going to be okay. In all honesty, almost losing my friends in a major car collision hurts worse than this. This is the second time this has happened to me (stupid music industry) and inbetween those three years, I have survived a lot more stressful things than a job loss. It's time to re-evaluate and get a new focus. I need to get back to the girl I used to know. Someone who was excited about starting her day. I don't feel like people knew the real me there and they probably won't feel the loss of my presence (insert invitation to the pity party here). Oh well, that's all I've got to say about that. I originally started this blog for work, so we will see if I keep it up, but let me just tell you, it's going to get a lot more interesting from here on out. Promise.